Lab Animal
Alex Kremer
Curators: Dr. Michal Mor
Laboratories for brain research, people, mice, monkeys, fish, a sea of brains, a sea of relentless curiosity, a sea of pain, and a stream of consciousness and technology. My heart aches at the sight of two black mice in a cage with numbered stickers on their heads, little heroes, great heroes against their will. Am I a human mouse or a mouse-like human, getting lost here, contributing my soul to science?
I carry the image of a monkey in scientific experiments, which Eilon spoke about at the meeting of artists and scientists at the Gottesman Etching Center Kibbutz Cabri in 2004. This image stays with me in my thoughts, sometimes in my dreams, and in my paintings. When I arrived at ELSC, I told myself it was probably too sentimental and immature to cling to this image of the monkey in the context of the activities at the brain research center. Still, I found myself painting monkeys in large formats, depicting them as quite human and vulnerable.
When we hear the painter’s text, it reflects our own vulnerability. Does our conviction in scientific research contradict our moral commitment to all living creatures? There is a real need for open and honest dialogue between artists and scientists to examine the issue from different perspectives and acknowledge various emotions. An essential part of our work involves making the right choices among different research methods, the species used for research, and balancing the importance and benefits of the research with the welfare of the animals.
I do not seek to threaten or criticize the scientists in any way; on the contrary, I say in my heart, “I thank the scientists for the Sisyphean work they do and their essential contributions to the whole world.” I also thank the animals. Still, I also listen to myself saying, “Thank you and sorry.”
one-on-one conversation
Michal: How do you work?
Alex: My preparation begins internally, even before I touch the canvas. I ready myself and find focus, like drawing a bow. Sometimes, I’ll sketch or hust prepare the paints, allowing my imagination to flow and immersing myself in the right atmosphere.
When I start painting, I ask to connect to the body through movement in space, width, and height. To connect to the grid (the basic form of two dimensions) through the body, vertical movement versus horizontal movement. The feeling of the grid, and sometimes its illustration, helps me to hold onto the format and the surface I am working on. The touch of the material and the surface (the paint and the canvas) also helps me to observe and sharpen my vision.
Michal: What is your great fear?
Alex: The fear is of the unknown; what will the painted image look like? Will it be worthy of display? To release the fear is to release the fear of being hurt and exposed. Life enters my work. When I come to paint at ELSC, I fear but still wish to jump into the unknown. Will painting while interacting with the people of the center enrich or disrupt? The large format I chose is, on the one hand, stressful. What will I paint on all this space? On the other hand, it invites me to move with my whole body, to be swallowed up in it, a kind of comforting feeling that I have a place to be.
Michal: When do you know that the painting is finished?
Alex: Generally, I don’t really know when a painting is finished, so I put more emphasis on the matter of the whole; the whole is more essential in my eyes than being finished. That is, I distinguish between “finished” and “whole”; when a painting is whole, it can also be unfinished in a certain sense, but still functions in the world as something complete. I conduct a dialogue with the painting, when it is finished/whole it tells me. And then I need a third party – an audience who sees it, to react to it. The painting is finished when someone else besides me sees it.
Michal: What motivates you to paint in general?
Alex: The occupation with painting, besides being a sensually enjoyable occupation, simply helps me conceive and digest the world and my being in it. For me, painting is a way to simplify the world and experience it without going crazy from its intensities and complexities.
Michal: What motivates you to paint at ELSC?
Alex: It mainly shakes me up and allows me to get out of my comfort zone, leave the studio, and meet scientists. I am curious how scientists deal with the world’s complexity, even if I don’t really presume to understand. But the very fact of my being here at the Edmond and Lily Safra Center for Brain Sciences and the attempt to meet researchers and hear what interests them inspires me as a person and as a creator.
Michal: A personal question: Why do you always wear black?
Alex: Maybe because I am sensitive to color and save it for painting, maybe because I am afraid to stand out, or just for comfort reasons.
Face to Face \ Alex Kremer
In the library, where students engage in lively discussions and dialogues about scientific matters, new “guests” have been introduced through the works of artist Alex Kremer. A silent dialogue forms between the learning eye and the painted gaze. The paintings are not merely visual representations but a sort of “face” for a non-physical presence. Viewing through Alex’s eyes opens the heart and mind, revealing a constant discovery of hidden or locked doors. They invite viewers to look beyond the surface and recognize the vulnerability and infinite potential inherent in every person. Alex expresses a passion for painting portraits of individuals as a process that enhances the significance of meeting them. As Martin Buber stated, “The presence of the other is a necessary condition for the formation of the ‘I’.” (From his book “I and Thou”).